Am. I. Good. Enough. Yet😳🤔☹️😩😱
I sometimes sit down and look over certain events in my life and just wonder about it. I think about all of the times when I didn't feel "good enough". What determines what actually makes a person " good enough?". I have often asked myself this question over and over again for the past 45 years of my life. I have thought about naysayers and their opinion, along with close family members. It has really bothered me and affected me most of my adult life. Most people don't think about how their childhood affects their adulthood. Well, it does. My father was very stern and would stare at me with this look to let me know he was not playing. He said it was to give him respect, but it bothered me and still does. My dad was more intimidating and controlling. I notice that I have issues due to this. Growing up, he would say things to get a point across, but most of the time it would hurt my feelings. He would tell me the tears meant nothing to him and to "m...
